i've had The Radio Dept. on repeat ever since i got it. something about it that agrees with me, right from the first play. intermixed with tracks from Just Left. i think it'll be a blast to watch them live, despite the chris brown cover that they did. heh.
monday was my last official day at style:nordic. i hope the report lives up to his expectations. last night, i sat down and read through it again. funny how you never see the flaws that seemed so stinkingly obvious until it's too late. haha,oh well.. story of my life. it stinks.
but it was a weird day. i was still feeling a little out of it from the past few weirder days. haha.. but point is, it's done and i breathed a sign of relief.
yesterday i stayed home the entire day. watchin tv and drinkin green tea. i must have drank almost 2 litres of that shit. and i thought about things. about regrets and missed opportunities and how badly i wanted you to hold my hand. these days especially. because it's the smallest things that comfort me and i wish you could have seen that.
then on that night, i realized how much i must have disappointed some friends of mine. friends that i do hold close to my heart but never did seem to put across how much. friendships which during that busy period, i chose not to put effort into.
i would have done some things differently if i had to do it over, cause i think this was something i should have seen comin from a mile away, but i just never got down to it. so i truly am sorry that i fell short of what you both expected out of me. but you probably think these are just words. and maybe there's something else that i should do.
today was matric fair. huiyan and me had to tend the booth and we got 4 names. haha.. it was fun in a really weird, sad way. lol! i think it's cool that we have unique common interests. first it's law, now it's svensk. and i didn't mention this, but missed opportunities too, you know. i feel your pain, really. haha. what an odd mix, but i like (:
tonight, or rather, early early tomorrow mornin, i'm going to the airport again. i hate saying goodbye
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