If you could see yourself just for a day,

You would see how everyone else sees you.

And my god, you are fucking beautiful.

Can you believe it is almost December? Time is flying by really fast! So I've just submitted my law school application.. Finally. Heh. I had to spend an insane amount of time cutting it down. My first draft was 4 pages worth of rambling and after 2 weeks (I know, don't judge me. Haha.) I finally managed to whip it into a concise and coherent piece of work. :D So fingers crossed and wish me luck okay? :)

The past few weeks have been quite a whirlwind of events and I was also down with the longest bout of cough/sore throat/headaches which did not help things at all. I was fairly miserable and antisocial to be honest. Haha.. but everything's alright now... sorta. :) Work has been pretty stressful but I love it still.. It's already been 3 1/2 months now :) I'm hoping to do a court sesh this week if my work load permits, this one's quite a tough mediation and I really wanna sit in on it. Hopefully that works out!

Kris and I had a massive skype showdown over the midweek break. Hahaha. It was fun :) It's funny how situations and relationships evolve. More often than not, we always want things to stay the same but feelings fade, and people change.. Sometimes it really is for the better even though in the beginning, it might seem like it fucking hurts. But we learn to deal with it and we move on because with every lesson, we can only get a little bit wiser, a little bit more experienced :) I'm glad how we turn out and I hope we'll always always, be friends..... homs. Hahaha.

Someone had her heart thrown around a bit over the past week too. It's really scary, matters of the heart. But I guess that's why it's so exhilarating in the first place. Haha. It made me realise that being with someone for over a long period of time, does not necessarily mean that the both of you are set for life. All it takes, is one moment, with someone who can show you that he understands and knows you like the back of his hand. That one moment can so easily cast doubts on something that was built on a foundation of many years. One might say then that the foundation must not be that strong to begin with. But how would we ever know how strong something is, until it is truly tested? It also reminded me of something that Ryan once said (God I miss that boy.), that if we start holding hands out of habit, familiarity and not love, that's when we need to question what it is we really have.

But but but, let me make it clear that my stand is, cheating can never ever be justified, but everything else is fair game. Hahaha. And once you're married (or the equivalent)? Then you damn well hold her fucking hand until you drop dead. Lol.

Okay, enough talk about relationships. I was gonna do a piece relating to this,

Well, it is somewhat related to relationships but of a different nature. I guess this will have to wait.

2 swedish phrases before I go,

vägen till framgång - the road to success

tack samma det - appreciate it