it's actually been a while since i've heard it.. i think. and for some reason or another, it threw me off a bit when your name fell from her lips. achingly familiar, yet so much of a stranger. i would have done things the exact opposite if given a clean slate. i would turn my head and look the other way, i would have said no thank you, instead of yes please. i would have bit my tongue, instead of letting those words slip.
yan helped me set up an interview next thursday. i'm honestly so, so grateful.. despite knowing at the back of my mind that it could easily fall through, i'm just thankful for the opportunity. and what the hell, i'm gonna give it all that i've got :] wish me luck, would you? :]
i've been re-looking through all the different options as well and it's a long, tedious and daunting task that i have ahead of me. but i just have to press on. i want and need to get there somehow. it's the only thing i've been working and dreaming off since i was 15.
so many plans, so little time. if i do get it, my cambodia plans are shot to hell. so would my entire summer, come to think of it. it's a trade off that i would gladly, gladly take of course :] but maybe i can push cambodia to august. skip a week of school or so. hehe.
alright, back to shively and 'how individuals relate to the state'. fun.
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