i miss miss mainey so much it's freakin nuts. :(
i'm bursting with something. it's hugely ginormous and this thing just keeps growing inside of me but i can't seem to let it out. it's like this hideous monster that i don't quite understand nor have the slightest clue how i should go about handling it. sighs.
finally saw soph today when she came to visit me at work. omg, i literally gasped when i saw her. hahaha. too good a sight really, i've missed her so. despite the dominatrix heels. lol.
alexandra and tina have gone back to rainy sweden. they are really such sweet swedes! lol. i... feel like i need some pineapple grapefruit fanta free right now. and china box. haha.
results are gonna be out in 2 days! and christmas in 4 days! dude, psyched! right.
i guess i should stop trying so hard. i mean, where's the point in that right. i really should just... let it take its course. haha. plus it really doesn't help when i'm constantly surrounded by morons. douchebags. and people who seem to have a slightly too high opinion of themselves. it's really quite funny actually, in a slapstick kinda way i suppose.
being self-centered. it was a concept that i somehow never could quite grasp. a vicious cycle of 'let's talk about me'. hahaha.
sometimes i feel like seriously laughing out loud in the middle of conversations with some people but i can't. and i have to restrain myself so hard cause otherwise they're gonna think i'm a crazy tactless lunatic. on some occasions... it is really due to the things that people can go on and on about, and the snippy comebacks that my brain somehow automatically generates but thankfully is also quick enough to stop the instant broadcasting of these thoughts.
sometimes it's just my random giggle fits. dude, those giggle fits are freaking awesome. i always feel super high after one of them.
besides, i guess few will really understand why i think some things are funny anyway. i'm sure maine would. and actually, i'm sure ling would too. hahaha.
heh. i just went on some random babble spree. when there are too many "I"s in my entry, does that mean it's self centered? lol. i sound like jessica simpson. damnnnn, there i go with the I again. shitttt it's 2am. i gotta wake for work in 5 hours.
phu just said, "come visit me in malmö! we can party like a rockstar." hahahahhaha. good times. and mannnn, i misss macre. fucker left a gaping hole in my heart. i was almost asleep like half hour ago but obviously, i've gotten my second wind.
hehe. second wind. righttttt, that's my cue to get outta here.
have a goooood christmas all you crazies out there!
more ackles loving.
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