it really scares the living daylights out of me, how everything awful is happening all at once. they come in torrents and just when you think you got past it and have found steady ground, another one comes tumbling down and shakes everything up once again. i have never felt so uneasy and unsure, and i feel like i'm constantly teetering on the edge, toeing the line. can You hear me?
amidst this truckload of badness that has come along, i'm still holding on to my few sources of comfort. stubbornly grasping tightly and trying as hard as i can to make it work just so i don't have to give them up. because that's really the last thing that i wanna do. it's the only thing that i look forward to when the monday blues hit, and the only thing that helps me get through the rest of the week.
i just gotta hold on.
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